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The ache for home lives in all of us. The safe place where we can go as we are and not be questioned.
Maya Angelou,
All God’s Children Need Traveling Shoes

 This moment happened weeks ago, but I recall it now as the wind threatens to chill me from my ears all the way down to the tips of my toes. Winter is inevitable.

November 2, and my hands are begging the sun to appear soon. I’m outside the polls with others who care about the needs of the people. My fellow workers bring warmth, even laughter. But they can’t defy the whims of Mother Nature.

I smile at everyone who comes through whether they show interest in what we offer or not. Some are cordial. Only a few are not. A gentleman arrives with a box. Inside are treats and something even more welcome. Glove warmers.

“They are for anyone,” he says. He does not ask whether we cheer red or blue or some strange version of purple.

The sun arrives on time. Gold, orange, and red shine in the trees. The leaves will not be there forever. “None of us claim infinite youth,” I say. And my comrades laugh. They are not youngsters either.

Warmth, it comes from both the inside and the outside. Perhaps someday Maya Angelou can speak for all—a safe place for citizens who put both feet forward onto the blacktop here because the individuals who were voted in, took their positions as missions, not a stance or a power. This will take a lot of time in this fractured country. I pray it happens whether I am on this earth anymore or not.

Autumn and peace. I watch the leaves fall. And pray space opens for people to live truth.

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Try not to associate bodily defect with mental, my good friend, except for a solid reason. (Charles Dickens, David Copperfield)

No Clapping Zone

Dupuytren’s Contracture in my left hand
joins with an arthritic thumb to create
its own clumsy five-digit island.

On my right hand, a long-ago 
partially healed, broken middle finger
refuses to bend. It is set for vulgar messages.

None of the ten appendages chooses 
to juggle anything more challenging
than a dose of Tylenol.

Both left and right agree.
Clapping is impossible because
the digits act like drunk spiders.

And yet, in more important matters.
in everyday places,
all ten digits work together. They decide

to cook a meal. Ignore the spills.
Or type this poem, or send a message
to someone who needs support.

Let the larger audience clap, carry
the greater approval for performances.
These hands will offer gifts. They just need more time.

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Wish not so much to live long as to live well.  Benjamin Franklin

How good it would be
to live without pain,
to live without anger or foe,
to languish in riches,
frolic in health,
and miss every effort to grow.

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I look at my blog for this week and want to add more, tell stories. The tales move with rocks, twigs, and drop-offs along the way. Each tale has a slightly different shape and edge. It belongs to the course. Maybe someday I will understand how.

cliff

 

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Getting lost is just another way of saying, “going exploring.” (Justina Chen Headley, North of Beautiful)

I should have said sayonara to this purse weeks ago. Right after I dumped its contents on a blacktop parking lot where there wasn’t enough light to guide an owl. No ring of keys anywhere. Or so it seemed. Then my son lifted the purse to my trunk and the back car lights flashed. The car key had to be inside. Halleluiah. But where?

 A hole in the bottom lining had swallowed my keys. The holes multiplied. They had also devoured some coupons, my watch, and the original key ring I swore had been buried somewhere between Pennsylvania and Rhode Island. I wrote about the loss. With certainty. One good possibility had been a sand dune. Vacationland, I apologize for blaming you.

How can an inorganic object develop kleptomania? Especially something I carry everywhere I go. It didn’t learn a thing about honesty from my experience. Like the time I went to the grocery for toothpaste and came home with six bags of everything else, or the time I had to admit the cherry pie was a no-go because I had used baking powder instead of cornstarch in the filling. The boil-over would have made an interesting science experience if it were an easier clean-up.

 I have been telling myself, I will cut through the rest of the leather and find enough cash to feed a city parking meter for an hour. Or maybe just a small cup of yogurt.

However, it would probably be best to simply say goodbye now. I have what I need. The purse served me well before its problems started. Wait, I found one more paper clip…

 

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