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An Argument with Me At 2AM

Overactive Subconscious mind, stop.

This is not a suggestion.

Me, I am talking to you.

Eyes close. Now.

Memory and imagination,

you can have the computer tomorrow.

Lay off the coffee and fears,

and I will do what you say.

It is time to sleep.

Know-it-all voice,

it is too late for abstinence.

Ask a storm to disassemble.

I cannot hear you.

You hear me fine.

Think about moments of joy.

Live them again.

Then breathe in and out,

out and in.

Smile. We’ll play again tomorrow.

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The Typewriter

Technology was not part of the everyday world in the 1950s and 1960s. Our phone was attached to the wall. We had a party line. No celebration was involved. Several people shared the same line.


If you wanted to make a call, and someone else was busy discussing how terrible a neighbor looked with hair the color of an orange cat, you could interrupt or wait. Neither was a good choice.


When I needed to write a school paper, I went to the library and rummaged through the card catalogue. One row of drawers next to another. If the subject wasn’t boring, this task was!

The librarian found the research book I needed via the information on the card. Then I copied what I needed along with the reference onto my notebook.


Sometimes, the material was available in the World Book Encyclopedia. Our family bought a set from a door-to-door salesman. The series contained anything you wanted to know about aardvarks to zippers, provided you didn’t need in-depth information.


Typing the final result made Atlas’s job of carrying the Earth appear easy. I started with a manual typewriter. A sheet of carbon paper was placed between the original and the copy. Since the backspace didn’t provide an eraser, either the entire page needed to be retyped or the error needed to be covered with a white blob cover-up.


Erasable paper eventually came onto the scene. However, it smudged. And, of course, the biggest mistakes appeared at the bottom of the page. I didn’t keep track of the time needed to complete one five-page assignment. On my father’s Royal typewriter. In a basement corner.


It was a royal pain. The advantage? Only one I can see. I sure learned discipline. And gratitude.
When the task was completed. Eventually.

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Take a deep breath and let it all go. Oprah Winfrey

ASTHMA STORY

The word b-r-e-a-t-h needs
more than one syllable when an attack begins,
air struggling to flow in and out, a sudden drying, shallow water.

I think about free ocean waves
as a passage opens through my nose, out my mouth.
A new power. Whispers could move mountains.
The smallest birds embrace the sky. And I am grateful,

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“Once you choose hope, anything’s possible.” Christopher Reeve

Dear Me

Hey, let’s stop for a moment.

No need to hurry.
The wind isn’t blowing anywhere.
Except inside you.
Disorder magnifies chaos
when your memory revisits trauma.

One thought, one step at a time.
Savor the inside of your being.


Your coffee says it is perked and ready.
It wants to open your spirit.

Memories awaken whether you want
them to reappear or not.


No. You cannot roadblock fresh thoughts
because the subconscious can’t control itself
on the immediate level.
That comes with choice.

The next step.
We will get there.
It may take two Tylenol and
a few moments of rest.

Then again, it may take a moment away
with nature, art, or a close friend.
The next moment exists.

Look forward to it.

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“A computer lets you make more mistakes faster than any other invention with the possible exceptions of handguns and Tequila.”
Mitch Ratcliffe

Computer argument

Is it me or is it you, HP laptop?
Because we are not syncing this 5:49 AM.


We need to find a solution before
our disagreements lead to disaster.


My neighbor’s system must stop before
it touches our brick wall, thank you.

That name, labeling our working territory, isn’t mine.


At what age does a computer system reach senility?
Is your mechanical memory failing, like mine?


Can I help you in any way that technical

parts understand? Ah! You are responding.


I never knew you had pride like my fellow humans do.
Good job. Now, find a word that rhymes with orange.


See, I can be stubborn, too.

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The only thing worse than being blind is having sight but no vision. Helen Keller

Choosing Clothes to Wear to Help a Blind Woman

Why do I linger
in my familiar closet
as I match shirt and pants
for a visit to help a woman
who won’t see me?

A delay? Or
a wish to be more
than I am able to give.

One sigh and an answer
arrives. Be who you are.
Let the sense of fabric
on skin lose importance
,

because my friend needs a ballot,
to fill in the blanks,
and sign with an X.

I witness her mark.
She smiles.
“I see the sun all the time,”
she answers, “On the inside.”

From her window I look, and observe
windblown branches swept into
a patch of darkness.

Next question.
Who is ministering
to whom?

written March, 2020

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Every individual matters. Every individual has a role to play. Every individual makes a difference.
Jane Goodall

Conversation with a Trans Friend

He or she or me or they
I choose to hear you, to pause,
to listen. And perhaps, hear.


Hurts may explode without warning.
I have seen them on your face

even though pride denied them.


That day…when your brother, sister, family,
laughed. Not a humorous sound.
Let’s walk together through a new day


and talk about other things.
Budding trees, grass that knows cutting
and grass that doesn’t care, birds that dare


to approach human dwellings and those that won’t.
May differences exist. Let one tree grow next
to another species. And thrive.

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People hasten to judge in order not to be judged themselves. Albert Camus

GOOSELY TRANSLATED

Two Canada geese
settle into an angled parking space
in a Wal-Mart lot.
They take turns

sharing shreds of bun
left in a torn red McDonald’s box.
One goose eats.
The other stands watch
for danger.

A car honks,
its sound louder than any
a goose could create.
The noise interrupts their feast.
Harsh and threatening
human voices follow.
The geese flee.

From their aerial perspective
the birds agree—
Excellent volume.
Lacks style.

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Indifference is the essence of inhumanity.
George Bernard Shaw

Everyone Knows

Everyone knows my name, face, and products.
I appear on screens across the world.
Wealth and I speak a coded language,
encrypted inside green and silver.
Luxury touches every corner of my existence.
I touch no one. Distance keeps profits safe.

Then, for fun, I bet my associate, “If I walk
through one of my factories in a central state
and someone recognizes me, another layoff is possible.
The workers are not watching what they are doing.”

I did. One of the older men on the line
almost ran into me.

“Geesh, do you know who that is?”
another man whispered. He was loud as thunder.

“Quiet, Jake, his son was laid off last time around.
He couldn’t feed eight kids
no more. His baby died last week.”

I finished my check without adequate
detail. I will send someone from my staff
for the next inspection. Workers need to watch
where they are going.

originally published in For a Better World

public domain illustration

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Your neighbor is the man who needs you. Elbert Hubbard

My Integrated Neighborhood

“Need help carrying groceries?”
a young man calls from across the street.
Wednesday evening and our trash cans
are at the curb ready for weekly pickup.
Our next-door neighbor
moved them before he
tended to his own.

I smile at gifts surrounding
my husband and me,
at the brown, black, and white faces
that reveal hearts exploding with care.

Garbage exists
inside and outside the population.
Love moves it along.

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