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An Argument with Me At 2AM

Overactive Subconscious mind, stop.

This is not a suggestion.

Me, I am talking to you.

Eyes close. Now.

Memory and imagination,

you can have the computer tomorrow.

Lay off the coffee and fears,

and I will do what you say.

It is time to sleep.

Know-it-all voice,

it is too late for abstinence.

Ask a storm to disassemble.

I cannot hear you.

You hear me fine.

Think about moments of joy.

Live them again.

Then breathe in and out,

out and in.

Smile. We’ll play again tomorrow.

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“The worst form of injustice is pretended justice.” (Plato)

Fog, Sun, and Hope

Bare, black trees stand out inside a low cloud of fog.

Headlights hide the vehicles they lead

until they arrive close enough to be

seen by other drivers.

In political fogs, fact and factoid blur. Alternative facts,

lies that wear well-constructed masks. Fear wins.

Each lie repeats often enough to be used as a light beam for

followers. The mask asks folk to scoff at non-believers.

And the non-believers respond with taunts labeled as vague

stupidity, inconsistent logic. A no-win war.

In the natural world, sun, blue sky, and clouds reappear.

Sun hides behind the fog. As headlights point out need

can we carry hope and respond with an ear instead of censure?

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The Typewriter

Technology was not part of the everyday world in the 1950s and 1960s. Our phone was attached to the wall. We had a party line. No celebration was involved. Several people shared the same line.


If you wanted to make a call, and someone else was busy discussing how terrible a neighbor looked with hair the color of an orange cat, you could interrupt or wait. Neither was a good choice.


When I needed to write a school paper, I went to the library and rummaged through the card catalogue. One row of drawers next to another. If the subject wasn’t boring, this task was!

The librarian found the research book I needed via the information on the card. Then I copied what I needed along with the reference onto my notebook.


Sometimes, the material was available in the World Book Encyclopedia. Our family bought a set from a door-to-door salesman. The series contained anything you wanted to know about aardvarks to zippers, provided you didn’t need in-depth information.


Typing the final result made Atlas’s job of carrying the Earth appear easy. I started with a manual typewriter. A sheet of carbon paper was placed between the original and the copy. Since the backspace didn’t provide an eraser, either the entire page needed to be retyped or the error needed to be covered with a white blob cover-up.


Erasable paper eventually came onto the scene. However, it smudged. And, of course, the biggest mistakes appeared at the bottom of the page. I didn’t keep track of the time needed to complete one five-page assignment. On my father’s Royal typewriter. In a basement corner.


It was a royal pain. The advantage? Only one I can see. I sure learned discipline. And gratitude.
When the task was completed. Eventually.

.

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The two most important days in your life are the day you are born and the day you find out why.

Mark Twain

BIRTH

Swollen, toxic, ignorant of motherhood,
you lie in your post-World War hospital bed,
and wonder if you’ve heard lies.
How can a newborn, untouched
by her life source, be fine?

You see, hear, touch, smell nothing but
bleached sheets and ward antiseptics.
The baby develops away from you
in a nursery. You return home. Without her,
cord leaked into your severed womb.

At home, baby grows fed on evaporated milk
and rules made of rules. Should-be’s without question.
The child reaches for you, to break the barrier,

but not until long after she delivers your grandson
.

Does the touch feel real?
By then your weakness has led to the inevitable.

Your great-granddaughter finds your photo in an old album.
“That’s my mother,” your daughter says.
“You would have loved her.”
The chasm finally closes.
For no good reason at all.

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“Once you choose hope, anything’s possible.” Christopher Reeve

Dear Me

Hey, let’s stop for a moment.

No need to hurry.
The wind isn’t blowing anywhere.
Except inside you.
Disorder magnifies chaos
when your memory revisits trauma.

One thought, one step at a time.
Savor the inside of your being.


Your coffee says it is perked and ready.
It wants to open your spirit.

Memories awaken whether you want
them to reappear or not.


No. You cannot roadblock fresh thoughts
because the subconscious can’t control itself
on the immediate level.
That comes with choice.

The next step.
We will get there.
It may take two Tylenol and
a few moments of rest.

Then again, it may take a moment away
with nature, art, or a close friend.
The next moment exists.

Look forward to it.

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The only thing worse than being blind is having sight but no vision. Helen Keller

Choosing Clothes to Wear to Help a Blind Woman

Why do I linger
in my familiar closet
as I match shirt and pants
for a visit to help a woman
who won’t see me?

A delay? Or
a wish to be more
than I am able to give.

One sigh and an answer
arrives. Be who you are.
Let the sense of fabric
on skin lose importance
,

because my friend needs a ballot,
to fill in the blanks,
and sign with an X.

I witness her mark.
She smiles.
“I see the sun all the time,”
she answers, “On the inside.”

From her window I look, and observe
windblown branches swept into
a patch of darkness.

Next question.
Who is ministering
to whom?

written March, 2020

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Every individual matters. Every individual has a role to play. Every individual makes a difference.
Jane Goodall

Conversation with a Trans Friend

He or she or me or they
I choose to hear you, to pause,
to listen. And perhaps, hear.


Hurts may explode without warning.
I have seen them on your face

even though pride denied them.


That day…when your brother, sister, family,
laughed. Not a humorous sound.
Let’s walk together through a new day


and talk about other things.
Budding trees, grass that knows cutting
and grass that doesn’t care, birds that dare


to approach human dwellings and those that won’t.
May differences exist. Let one tree grow next
to another species. And thrive.

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People hasten to judge in order not to be judged themselves. Albert Camus

GOOSELY TRANSLATED

Two Canada geese
settle into an angled parking space
in a Wal-Mart lot.
They take turns

sharing shreds of bun
left in a torn red McDonald’s box.
One goose eats.
The other stands watch
for danger.

A car honks,
its sound louder than any
a goose could create.
The noise interrupts their feast.
Harsh and threatening
human voices follow.
The geese flee.

From their aerial perspective
the birds agree—
Excellent volume.
Lacks style.

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Peace is its own reward. Mahatma Gandhi

Please, this is a request not to be limited by a form or definition. Let these words fit more than structure. Let someone, somewhere, speak and another listen. And the word pass along from…


ear to heart. If peace happens in the middle of a sentence, let there be no criticism that the form was imperfect. At night, if a dream…

appears, after too many hours of news, and your presence results in families fed because you offered them food even though you didn’t know their names, backgrounds, or addresses. You know nothing about them.

Come, waken. See the poor and the hungry in places five or six miles away. Open your pantry. Find what is excess for you, yet another tomorrow for a neighbor. We can become hope for tomorrow for them,


essential for change, a better world. Inside more than an acrostic of exactly 150 words.

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Indifference is the essence of inhumanity.
George Bernard Shaw

Everyone Knows

Everyone knows my name, face, and products.
I appear on screens across the world.
Wealth and I speak a coded language,
encrypted inside green and silver.
Luxury touches every corner of my existence.
I touch no one. Distance keeps profits safe.

Then, for fun, I bet my associate, “If I walk
through one of my factories in a central state
and someone recognizes me, another layoff is possible.
The workers are not watching what they are doing.”

I did. One of the older men on the line
almost ran into me.

“Geesh, do you know who that is?”
another man whispered. He was loud as thunder.

“Quiet, Jake, his son was laid off last time around.
He couldn’t feed eight kids
no more. His baby died last week.”

I finished my check without adequate
detail. I will send someone from my staff
for the next inspection. Workers need to watch
where they are going.

originally published in For a Better World

public domain illustration

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